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| 05.25.04 (1:52 pm) [edit] |
too much damn stuff on my mind lately....
what's the point..
Last Samurai = Best Movie Ever
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| oh yeah baby! |
| 04.19.04 (9:13 pm) [edit] |
So this past week has been pretty crazy, since Im working 60 hours a week now, when im not working im usually spending time with marisa. On Saturday I went and saw "The Punisher" I really enjoyed it and I think a lot you guys would took. It was just the right blend of action and plot. Definately worth checking out. Gonna go see Kill Bill Volume 2 soon as well, looking foward to that.
So today at work I find out that our Target Assets Protection District is having an Open House for college students interested in persuing a career in loss prevention. It's happening tomorrow at Northgate and I was one of four TPS's chosen to represent the district. Pretty sweet considerin there is around 50+ TPS's in the district, go me!
Gotta jet, gotta work on my special gifts for Marisa's Bday.
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| yay! |
| 04.12.04 (10:05 am) [edit] |
Haven't been up to anything to exciting this weekend. Working, of course. On Saturday night we all went to see The Whole Ten Yards, movie was freaking great! Other than that not much has been going on. Playing a lot of AC when I have free time and spending a lot of time with Marissa, which I don't mind one bit :wink: . Marissa bought me a present out of nowhere, she bought me the Outlaw Star Boxset along with the continuation to it, AngelLinks, SOOO awesome! Whitey, eat your heart out!
At Target on saturday, myself and Ryan Thomas has a long deep conversation in regards to religion. About the differences in the teachings, him being Christian, myself being Catholic, and how we ourselves view them. Ryan said something to me during that conversation that hit me like a sack of potatoes. We were talking about sinning and Ryan asked me.. "if you were to die today, would you be able to look back on your life and be happy with the way you have lived it." I think everyone should ponder that question, you might be surprised what you come up with.
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| shazaam! |
| 04.07.04 (10:49 am) [edit] |
The reason I haven't been blogging lately is because, well, nothing exciting has been happening. When you're working two jobs you don't really have much of a life during the week...
I had drill this weekend, we went out to the field at Fort Lewis and did some CTT, Common Task Training, and camped out for the night. It wasn't as bad as I was expecting, pretty fun actually. I got my humvee and deuce and a half liscences this weekend, took a humvee four-wheeling on the back trails of Fort Lewis. It was so much fun! We ended up smashing a side view mirror and scratching the new paint off one side of the humvee! That's what I call satisfaction!
I picked up The Matrix Revolutions last night and we watched it. I really enjoyed it. All you people out there saying it was stupid and that it wasn't as good as the first, you gotta understand something...you gotta look at it like its a three part movie, each movie continues where the last left off so there's no way one of them is really going to be any better than the other ones.
So we're moving again at the end of the month, getting a bigger place, it's gonna be so tight! Bigger place = bigger bills... :cry:
Girl's are so much work, why can't they come with a manual or something??
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| Let it burn |
| 03.29.04 (11:01 pm) [edit] |
I started at UPS today, didn't really do much though, just a lot of paperwork and watching safety videos. I barely kept awake..having to get up at 3am every morning is gonna kill me. I got a chance to talk to a lot of the guys there and they all seem pretty cool, I think im gonna enjoy it.
After I got off from UPS I went back home and took a little nap then got up and got ready for work again at Target. Nothing really happened at Target.
Im here now trying to fall asleep, knowing that I need to be up for workin 4 hours....but I can't ...I have too many thoughts on my mind..people on my mind...I just don't know what to do anymore.
Song for the moment: Usher - Let It Burn
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| Man... |
| 03.27.04 (5:11 pm) [edit] |
I got the job at UPS, I start Monday, I can't wait, its going to give me a lot more money every month plus benefits.
I hate girls...they make life so complicated. After much thought I have decided to break off all communication with michelle, at least for now. I just need time to be by myself and figure it all out. As far as Marisa...I said I would give it another shot with her...but I just can't, we are worlds apart and I will never be able to be more than just friends with her. I dunno what to do now, I guess all I need is time.
It looks as if my mother's pregnancy is going to be alright. She goes in for ultrasound in two weeks to find out wether the baby will be healthy or not. I still don't know what to really think about all of this.
I need a cup of coffee, a cigarette, and some time to think...
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| Goddamnit |
| 03.24.04 (9:42 pm) [edit] |
Girls are a kick in the nuts, I just dunno what the hell I'm doing anymore. I talk all the time about how Im tired of these one-night hookups and how I need to find a nice girl and settle down..guess what...I found one and lasted like a week. Its not that I don't like her or nothing, it's just like...Im not happy either way, it's horsecrap. Driving me fucking nuts.
So Target is getting surprising better, I'm no longer super pissed off all day at work, I think i might actually just try and stick it out for a while, maybe get that promotion. Jon and I apprehended a kid from newport today, little bastard tried to get six cd's from us and had like $300 in cash! wtf!?!? then he wouldn't shut up when he had him on the bench, I finally told him to just sit there and shut up or I'm gonna gag him. Nothing is more hilarious than watchin a fat 14-year old asian kid cry.
Fucking highschool kids...picking on a gay kid so much that he tries to take his own life in the cafeteria. Newport kids should die. Stuff like that pisses me off so much.
Song for the moment:
Fuel - Falls on me
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| Happy Drinking Day! |
| 03.17.04 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
It's been hella long since I last blogged so I'm gonna try and do it more often.
Today I had the day off from work, first time in like six days....I really needed it. Target blows elephant dick. I woke up early because the guy from UPS was supposed to call at 9:00am but instead called at 11:00am, he said he was interested in meeting me so I have to go up to Seattle next week to interview, hopefull I get the job. I'll be working partime at UPS in Tukwila loading the trucks from 4:30am to 8:30am. Now I just need to find a new full time job where I can work an early shift.
Marissa came over after she got off from school and we went to La Fuente and got some hella good enchiladas. Then we came back to the apartment and took a nap. I can do absolutely nothing with her and be happier than a pig in shit. I <3 you babe.>
The apartment manager came over today and checked out the apartment and gave us the green light to upgrade to a three bedroom apartment. We should be moving in by the end of the month, I can't wait.
Now it's late and I can't sleep, so I'm just blogging and downloading music. Gotta go play some more Final Fantasy XI, that game rocks!
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| 03.15.04 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
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Wtf, this things still up?
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| Weaksauce.. |
| 09.20.03 (2:30 am) [edit] |
The day actually started out pretty darn good. Page, Eric, and myself spent a lot of time just running around to all sorts of places to kill time before we went and saw Underworld, which ended up being WAY better than I had expected it to be. Before we left for the movie we decided to stop at QFC so we could get some 99 cent sobe drinks for like the third time today, we go there so much. There page and I started talking to Jacquelyn, this really really pretty girl that works in the Deli that I've had a crush on for weeks now. She's so nice and pretty, and I even got her number!! We're prolly gonna go kick it next week and get to know each other, hopefully it goes well.
After the movie, Eric, Hinez, and I decided to head over to our favorite place in the world, Denny's! There we had our usual 5 cups of coffee and just sat and talked for a few hours. Denny's is a great place to go for us, It's where we go and vent about all the stupid stuff in life that pisses us off. It makes us feel so much better.
While we were there I realized that I'm losing so many friends...Mike and Jobie are gone, they left for Central this morning and I probably won't see them until next summer. Tomorrow morning Whitey and Gibbs are heading to Western and I won't see them either. Aaron is moving to Seattle next Wed to go to UW and last but not least Bobby, who's going away to the Air Force and prolly won't get stationed here...Im gonna miss them all so much, they're all true friends.
Good night you all, and good luck in life, I love you all.
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| Good Times |
| 09.19.03 (1:27 am) [edit] |
I got a call from Target today and I got the AP job, they're just waiting for the results from the drug screening before they can schedule me for a starting day. It's gonna be so awesome! I get to work with lots of people I know and I get payed to walk around and just talk to people, make them feel safe ya know. Plus if someone steal something, I get to take them down! It's clobberin' time!
Later today I went to pick up Hinez and we went over to Ryan's house where Whitey, Bobby, and Adrienne came later. We all just hung out, did the usual. Good times. Whitey is leaving for Western this weekend....I'm gonna miss the hell out of that guy, but at least he's going somewhere in life.
After everyone left and I played like 5 games of pool, Bobby decided to work out with his Power 90 tapes..it was really hot in Ryan's room and Bobby was sweating...a lot, and before I knew it, Bobby was doing aerobics in his boxers...it was disgusting, after that I decided it was time to leave.
On a happier note, UNDERWORLD TOMORROW! It's gonna be OUTSTANDING! Yay for me!
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| well what do ya know... |
| 09.18.03 (1:12 am) [edit] |
Im bored out of my mind.
Out-Fucking-Standing
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| Hangin by a thread.. |
| 09.15.03 (1:12 am) [edit] |
12 Stones - Let Go
I feel so alone again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I pray that you believe in me
You gave me my strength
To face another day alone
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause i can't let go of you
This world brings me down again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I know that you're the one for me
You gave me my strength to face another day alone
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go I can't let go
As time passes by I find
Things never seem to change
When i feel alone
You bring me back to you
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go of you
No I can't let go
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| I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare |
| 09.15.03 (12:46 am) [edit] |
It's been getting to me lately...and after going so long without it's lingering presence, I had thought I had finally ridden myself of my demons. I have only one true fear in life, and that is the fear of being alone. My entire life I have felt as if only by being engulfed in the love of another does my seemingly meaningless life feel worthwhile. Don't get me wrong, I am very happy, I've learned to hide my feelings deep down where no one would ever be able to find them, but the pain that I keep inside eats away my very soul, much like a pack of hungry crows pecking the maggot-ridden remains of a freshly produced cadaver. Do you feel that I'm just acting stupid, or selfish for having these feelings? I can't help being the way I am, no one can, It's God's will. It was God's will that Daddy didn't love me, that he only loved to abuse me, or that my mother spent half my life wasting away at the bars...God's will that I spent nearly the entirety of 19 years of existence on my own. How is it that God allows such terrible things to happen to good people, and that evil flourishes? I can't change these things, but rest assured that when I die, the first thing I'll do when I get to heaven, is give God the finger.
Song for the moment - 12 stones - Let Go
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| Simple Plan |
| 09.02.03 (3:19 pm) [edit] |
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This CD kicks some major booty, go pick it up now!
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| Knee Slappin' Good |
| 09.02.03 (3:12 pm) [edit] |
I spend a lot of time doing absolutely nothing on my computer from the hours of about 8am when I wake up until around 5pm when my day really starts, mainly because the whole truckload of friends all seem to get off work at 5pm. I was spending my day reading through the old penny arcade comics, god bless those guys, when I came across one that made me realize...Gabe is just a cartoon version of me. Check out the comic here.
http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php3?date=2003-06-13" title="http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php3?date=2003-06-13" target="_blank"http://www.penny-arcade.com/v...
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| Im in love... |
| 08.29.03 (1:43 am) [edit] |
[image]Limit2208_27057361 8.jpg[/image]
So fine....
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| I have seen the top of the mountain, and it is good. |
| 08.28.03 (12:15 am) [edit] |
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I just bought Knights of the Old Republic today, and I have to say....this game RULES! If you have an Xbox, and you like starwars, go buy it NOW! Don't expect to see me come out from my cave anytime soon, the dark side is taking over me.
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| Rock Your Body |
| 08.26.03 (10:23 pm) [edit] |
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Bought The Two Towers and Justin Timberlake - Justified at Target today. Imma be rockin all night long.
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| Girls Girls Girls! |
| 08.26.03 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
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Man, I dunno what's going on...but since I have been back I've been hunted down by three, THREE ex girlfriends. That's a lot! First Janell just decided to stop by and say hi, like she lived down the street from me or something. Well, she does, but that's besides the point. Then a few days later, Alison showed up and that was really wierd since we were on bad terms when I left, she was real flirty and stuff, and I have to admit, she was looking really, really, really good but I don't think it would work, she's changed too much. And finally, while out on a shopping spree with Sean Page, we decided to look around American Eagle. Evelyn STILL works there and she came up and gave me a big hug and we had one of those empty conversations, at least it seemed like it. I hate it, its all a bunch of empty words. You say you'll call and hang out sometime but you won't, all your really saying is "I don't hate you completely, just about 90%." Oh yah, and then there's the whole Katrina thing....I think I should just become a monk.
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| Lord Almighty |
| 08.26.03 (10:11 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday was another exciting day in this strange thing we call exsitence. My day started out just like any other day with the rise from the bed, only this time at 6am..good god, having Basic Training flashbacks! I went down to GK services where my dad works to talk to the hiring manager there about getting a job. He'll call me of course....guess i better look elsewhere. After that it was a nice hour long drive to Tacoma to in process at my unit, and to my amazement, I'm NOT going to be activated and sent back to Fort Eustis! Later that night Ryan, Aaron, Greg, Whitey and myself went over to Kayla's to celebrate her Bday. The great thing about it was that Katrina WASN'T supposed to be there, but she just showed up i guess...but stormed out of there once Ryan and I showed up.
New Lesson in Life = Don't sleep with girls who are on breaks with their boyfriends.
After just chilling a bunch and singing kereoke we decided to call it a night and we all parted our seperate ways. Its just so nice being with friends. I can just hang out and do nothing with them like that and have the most fun ever. Friends = Awesome!
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